i hate myself :) (2017)
Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with an open-mic poet provocateur. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.
Director: Joanna Arnow
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Joanna Arnow as Self |
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James Browning Kepple as Self |
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David Arnow as Self |
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Barbara Weiserbs as Self |
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Max Karson as Self |
| Directing | Joanna Arnow | Director |
| Editing | Joanna Arnow | Editor |
| Production | Suki Hawley | Executive Producer |
| Production | Michael Galinsky | Executive Producer |
| Crew | Joanna Arnow | Cinematography |
| Sound | Nick Messitte | Sound Mixer |
| Editing | Max Karson | Editor |